Everything Falls Into Place

All day Tuesday I wondered if he would call. He called to tell me he was getting on the plane and he wanted to see me tonight. But I didn't know that because I didn't answer his call. By the time I got home and got his message I decided it would be another quiet Me Night. He called again while I was watching ice skating (btw Dick Button is a bamboon's ass). We talked and I tried my best to sound normal. I thought I succeeded. But he called me out and acknowledged that I sounded different. He then wanted to talk about the "L" word. I braced myself for something bad but he surprised me. He told me how much he cares about me and about us and that he loved me. Huge sigh of relief :) Sharkbait gets the award for most spot on advice and thanks to everyone else who offfered kind words. Now I can go on not feeling icky and try to keep the lines of communication open with my wonderful BF.